Brain Explosion

I have all these wild thoughts going on in my head. I can't stop thinking about certain things. My mind is racing. I don't want to get too personal in my blog. I mean I have my own book where I'll write my own personal shit but for now its just really driving me crazy. It's bothering me because there isn't much that I can do about it but just wait it out. And I HATE that. I HATE when I can't do anything about something that I really want to figure out? Idk if you get what Im trying to say but yea. Its like a pretzel all fucked up and your trying to fix it somehow? Or MAYBE its not meant to be fixed.....Or like tangled jewelery? And you think you untangled it but then your back to square one. I know It sounds retarted but that's the easiest way I can explain it right now lol Like I said in my other blogs, I don't have that much going on in my life and thats not a bad thing either, but then out of the blue...an entity of some sort wants to come out of NO WHERE like wtffuckkk. Im just getting a really bad headache on the left side of my brain and I cant break my head thinking about THIS SHIT. I cannnnnnt. Good bye now.