New Blog !

SO...I had another blog site where I was posting my previous post, but unfortunately it wasn't in my favor. I like this blog site though because it has various layouts I can choose from to make my page purty looking. :) Anyways I guess I'll start from the beginning and try to make it short. My about me section pretty much sums it up. What's left is what is now and what is today. Recently I quit my job at Forever21. I was working there for 2 months as a seasonal employee. I was aware of the fact that after those 2 months, I was no longer seasonal. Even though I could have continued to work there, I refused. At first, the manager didn't want to change the schedule, but that's not why I quit. I quit because the hours at Forever21 are terribly vile and I don't think I can take that. I go to school full time. I can't possibly work full time and go to school full time. Sometimes coming out of work at 4AM? NO WAY.  

The manager was willing to change the schedule for me so that I can be able to work and still go to school. Im flattered -_- I declined the offer of course because I just know that even if they did change the schedule, it would be too much to steer. I also broke up with my ex boyfriend Anthony Aldorasi like last month but that's old news. We were together 8 months. Which is the longest relationship I've EVER been in. Yea sad but I am just not a RELATIONSHIP person? Ahhh I think he’s finally moving on…or so I think. I have and he should do the same. Even though im jobless, single and have my old life back, the solitude is starting to annoy me. I feel lonely now and I need some type of companionship, but then when I have companionship I don't want it anymore! Well lately I’ve just been loitering around and kickin back. I have school to look foward to this week, and my birthday in 2 weeks! OMGGGGG !!! I’ll only be 19 but so what lmfao Im excited. ^__^ I REALLY hope to have a GREAT time. SERIOUSLY because I can't afford not to. That will just suck if im still loitering lol I think I’ll shoot myself. But with no job, no love life,no rules. What more can you ask for? I mean sure I NEED the money but I don't need it THAT BAD. And I’ll have enough money to save with my next 2 paychecks, financial aid money, and tax money UNTIL I get the nursing job that I want. I have to look into that. Maybe a Nursing Assistant or EMT perhaps? Well something like that…I just have to take the training first. Whenever that is. BUT I’ve come to the conclusion that I am going to go for what I WANT THIS TIME. I am not going to sit back and just chill or sleep my life away. I need to get things done and it needs to get done FAST.